fuck, fuck, fuck... i just got dumped by a guy who i really liked and have been dating for a month up till now. he's 41, im (shadowsoul) 25... said he's never going to be ready for a relationship...
seriously. my name is derrick and im so fuckin hurt. i promised myself after my ex i wouldn't let myself get hurt again.
Love Dont Live Here Anymore *taps chest with finger* :'(
edit: just for the record, im giving up on the gay lifestyle. its all filled with loneliness, when i die i want to know that i left a family behind, something bigger than myself... i can't continue to let my personal demons haunt me any longer. nutshell: i choose to give this gayness up and follow the straight, rough and narrow.